Thursday, February 3, 2011

I was going to make a real post, but fuck that Ava's in trouble and I may not be able to be there, but I'll be damned if I'm going to sit here and do nothing. No matter what you believe in, prayer, ritual, positive fucking thinking, start sending it her way people.


  1. Hello, I don't think I've talked on your blog before. This is a horrible first post, but it's the best I can do right now.

    I'm praying for all of you plus myself and Cynthia- it's so many people. It's kind of hard to believe, right? Are you doing okay? I know things are becoming rather chaotic right now...

  2. Hey welcome to my corner of the craziness. Yes, there are so many of us, between the blogs, the vlogs, and people who haven't turned to the internet to share their stories or ask for help. I wanna screech about how it's not fair, but when has life ever been fair right?

    I'm doing better today. Utterly sick and miserable about Ava being missing, and completely horrified for you. I just found your blog recently because of Robert on White Elephants talking about us all working together to find your little girl and I am so sorry for what you're going through. How are you holding up after the school?

  3. You have a point there, life has never been fair so why should it start now?

    This is a late reply, so I'm guessing we both know Ava is back by now. Yes, I was surprised that someone who was so involved had managed to find my little blog, and the fact that he decided to help me specifically, well, it was shocking to say in the least.
    I'm holding up well enough. I'm a bit...emotionally crazy right now. I'm not quite sure what I feel at the moment, I think my body is trying to ensure that I don't go crazy from worry or something. I guess scared would be the best emotion, because that's what I feel most of the time. But I keep trying to move on because it's all I can do. How about you, are you okay?

  4. As ok as any of us can be. Did something pretty stupid last night to try and take my mind off everything, but I feel ages better with knowing Ava's alive all though my heart is breaking for her right now.

    A lot of us are noticing your blog because while we're living nightmares right now, it pales in comparison to what that thing has done to your daughter. Its a new level of horror that just...

    Urgh I just want to scream right now, but I'm in the middle of the grocery store. I saw that you're heading to that library, please be safe.